Baby Update

I thought maybe it would be good to give a little baby update since I haven't in awhile. Okay so here's the scoop:

Baby J is still breech. Dang that little gal, we've been praying for her to turn and as of today, no luck yet. I already knew going into the Dr. today that nothing had changed as I can feel her head right under my you-know-whats. She is straight up and down, feet down at the bottom. Not to be graphic, but I had a pelvic exam today and when the Dr. reached up there she said she felt her feet and she thought one of her knees as well. That was crazy to me! I couldn't believe she just touched her, I am so jealous! She said, "Yep! She is definitely breech and you're dilated to a 3." I've been kind of bummed the last few weeks knowing that she was still breech and hadn't turned. It's not the end of the world and I know there's still a chance that she could turn. I just feel like she would've turned by now and just my instinct is telling me that she's tried and she just can't. And I have a feeling she's just too big to be doing somersaults in there anymore. But we'll keep praying and crossing our fingers that maybe she'll turn. Scott just keeps telling me it's not the end of the world if I have to have a C-section. Let me just explain this though, my whole life I've thought about delivering a baby. Just going through that whole experience, pushing, holding my sweet husband's hand while he gets me through it, just that whole "high" of childbirth ya know? And it's just weird to think that I'm not going to have that with this one (most likely). The good news is I have an ultrasound next week and if she hasn't turned we're gonna schedule the c-section for 39 weeks which I'm great with. I'm totally ready for this little gal to come. I keep having dreams of having her and then I wake up and see my tummy and am instantly reminded that sure enough, she's definitely not here yet. But that means we're most likely having a baby THIS MONTH! That's crazy! Anyway, sorry for my venting. The bottom line is I know Heavenly Father knows what He's doing and if little Baby J doesn't turn, it must be for a reason. All I have to say is that I'm just so grateful I'm not a pioneer woman because that would be a lot more to stress over having a "feet first" baby. I am so blessed and I am SO GRATEFUL to have a healthy baby, no matter how she comes it's going to be amazing. I have also been so lucky throughout this whole pregnancy. Yeah, the first couple months were awful with being sick but other than that I've been so healthy and felt so great. I am still able to exercise and carry on with a normal schedule, nothing really holding me back. I feel so lucky. Let's do this though! 35 1/2 weeks down, 3 1/2 to go!!! Wooohooo!!!!